I feel all right again and not even especially breakable. I feel like a normal person again (haven’t had a lot of experience with that, but some) and like maybe my meds are working. I don’t feel like I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop.
I also don’t feel like I have anything exciting to celebrate like many people do. No babies, no new house bought, no impending marriage or new boyfriend, no husband with a promotion… sometimes Facebook is hard. I wish more people were honest and would say what was hard in their life too because then I wouldn’t feel so far below the norm. But I know that’s not how we humans work – that’s way too vulnerable.
I want to celebrate something but right now I’m going to stick with being OK and going to sleep. It could be much, much worse. And I’m going to try to remember to thank God for this.