Living in Limbo

April 11, 2018

I know moving isn’t a huge event – everyone does it. But I hate it. I haven’t moved in 15 years so I’ve forgotten how to do it! That sounds funny but I really have. And I have way too much stuff because I haven’t moved in 15 years.

Funny how I keep giving stuff away, over and over and over, and it doesn’t look like anything has left the apartment. It’s still totally full.

I’m excited about a new start but I am not at all excited about actually moving the stuff. I am feeling sorry for myself for having to move it without a partner, all alone. I have friends who will help! But they’ll help around other stuff they can do. It just sucks to not be first priority to anyone. That is always the hardest thing for me about being single.

So, I’m kind of living in chaos right now, not feeling like I have a home here anymore or that I have a home there yet. It’s not a major problem, but it’s not my favorite.