I Just Feel… Sad

Nothing major is wrong. I just feel sad.

I don’t know what happened. It’s not an anniversary of anything and nothing happened today. I’m just sad.

I’m lonely. I have a lot of friends but I’m lonely. I still miss the ex of two years ago. I’m not sure if I miss him more or miss the role he played in my life, but there’s a hole.

I’m trying to be grateful, as I have a lot to be grateful for, but I’m sad. I can think of the “buts” for everything I’m grateful for. I’m grateful for my dog, but she’s 8 and dogs don’t live that long. I’m grateful for my new apartment but I don’t know how long I can afford it. Etc.

I’m just sad. And I have to be sad alone.

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One Response to I Just Feel… Sad

  1. Betty says:

    I understand your sadness, Broken Saint. Life IS sad and I feel it too. I just adopted a dog neglected and left to die with heartworms. I will save his life but I am already sad because he is 8 and I know he won’t live forever. Life is sad

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